writing on these walls!

Whoa! Its been awhile since I last post something to this freakin blog. Got a lot of thing to handle and to take care of and that’s why Im not been able to write anything fer this blog. Got some few lyrics came up to my mind and jotted it down but that was it. I think its not quite interesting as before. But what the hack. ;)

Well first thing first, ive quit my degree last november and now ive work for a local internet company in KL. It was pretty hectic at first for me but yeah thanks to God willing im be able to sustain all the pressure involve during the days. A lot of things come up: not as preety as anyone would think and theres one point where I felt like givin up in my life and decide to shifted back to JB but somehow I manage to overcome it by the help of some person. thanks guys.

Working in KL was quite tired really. With all the jamm and stuff it made u think that why la people want to live and work here with all this crap. But hey im here as well and the reason why im here is…I don’t really know why! Haha what the hell..i guess I just follow what my heart says and what my mind think. But its not like forever I will be here. My parents still in JB and soon my sis will be leavin them because later on its her turn to continue study and sure my parents boring punya! Yala having only 2 child, one is in KL while the other one mayb tah kemana. Sian mama, I will be back in JB soon puny a lah. 

On and yeah ive involve in some RABBIT stuff lately! Now I have total of 7 rabbits! Include 3 newborn babies which born 12feb2010. My first bunny I got was on june 2009 and until now I still have her. Minus the babies, I now have 3 lop eared rabbit and one local rabbit. Lop eared as u know have very long ears, while my local breed specialities is, hes black+maroon look alike colour and it has a a white tip nose, a white foot and a white tail. He looks abit like silvester on LoneyTunes! ;)

Huhu other than that nothing much really. POM now is in rest for awhile since remy lef the building. I havent scream for quite sometime and I think it gonna took me sometime to get the hang of sream again. To those who know about POM latest EP, our KEPALA refuse to realse it to public cuz he’s quite ashamed about the quality of the EP. Until now I havent know the status of the mixing and mastering of the EP.

Well that’s about it I guess..life, work, bands, rabbits! Huhu other than that things go quite midly these days. Enjoying work (iye ke enjoy?), taking care of baby rabbits, online..

Sometimes cm boring gak! But I try not to think much about it lah..kasi pressure pale je

Peace out!

haa some of my bunny! enjoy!

ahh! imback online!

AWW!

its been quite a long time since i last post my blog!

broken pc's. no internet. this and that.

but now im crystal clear from any problems!

so i will be back posting back as usual..

keep posted!



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Such A Gloomy Day

Well it’s been awhile since I post any blog. Kinda have my hands full with assignments and stuff. It pretty hectic but I manage to cope with it and finish it before the Raya Breaks begin.

Today ku bangun dgn perasaan yg agak gloomy sedikit. Bangun dengan agak lewat. Everything seems so evenly but deep down in my heart there’s a sense of emptiness lies in between this happi face. Its not I’m doing something wrong, it’s just that I feel quite gloomy. Being a part from family and close friend do gives u an impact to you. I don’t know about you bout for me it does. Sometimes bile lepak2 baring2 teringat those happi moments I have with my family...My friends. But now I didn’t seem to have those good times anymore. Good friend has flown away, family way back in jb. I don’t know.

Well for some reason I do feel a lil bit thankful to have some people in my life that make my happy…That makes me feel needed.

For my family, I do miss you. And for my friends that has gone from the eyes and not from the heart, I wish you all the best in what you do in the future. Never forget.

Maybe this gloomy feeling is just because of the hari raya’s eve that will come in a few more days.
I don’t know.

huhu

Kewarasan Menguji keEgoan dan Kecekapan Otak Berfungsi

BODOH!

Itu ungkapan yang sesuai bagi penunjuk perasaan yang berlaku pada 1 Ogos 2009 di Kuala Lumpur. Sangat bodoh sampai terpaksa menggunakan kekerasan bagi menunjukan sikap protes mereka terhadap akta hasutan Malaysian (ISA). Lihat saja dimuka-muka akhbar malah di internet, muka yang penuh2 kemarahan, kebencian, menentang pihak polis bagi memberi mereka kebenaran untuk menyampaikan memorandum kepada istana.

Pada pendapat aku, tidak seharusnya berkelakuan begini; menunjuk perasaan secara radikal lalu memberi laluan kepada kekerasan yang pada umumnya, akan mencemarkan nama baik Malaysia sendiri. Aku bukan bercakap tentang diri aku, menyokong ISA atau tidak, tapi aku mempersoalkan credibility serta kewarasan pemikiran orang-orang yang memprotes yang telah mengakibatkan kekerasan.

Tidak seharusnya kita perlu menunjuk perasaan secara begitu; dan tidak seharusnya kita adakan “Majlis Protes Ramai2”. Negara kita mempunyai pelbagai saluran2 yang membolehkan ini berlaku tanpa sebarang kekerasan.
Kita harus fikir tentang kebaikan memprotes ini: baik dan buruknya..Bukan ikut sedap ego masing2.

Pada Pendapat aku, protes2 memprotes yang mewujudkan kekerasan ini boleh diatasi jika OTAK itu dipakai dengan betul. Solusi2 seperti mengkaji semula akta ini, memberikan alasan & bukti kukuh bagi meminda akta hasutan negara, dan menggunakan saluran-saluran yang betul bagi meluahakan buah pemikiran; bukan meluahkan keegoan yang BODOH itu. Kaji akta hasutan yang dipakai oleh Negara lain, dan bentangkan nya. Sedia point2 yang boleh menyangkal idea2 ISA. ADAKAh itu susah? Saya percaya di antara golongan pemprotes ini, ada golongan2 yang cendikiawan.

Seharusnya orang yang pandai itu patut membimbing dan memberi nasihat tentang baik&buruk sesuatu tindakan itu. Bukan menggalakannya sesuatu yang biased. Bukan kah mereka terdiri dari golongan yang pandai2? Atau mereka hanya pandai pada mulut tapi hakiki nya siapa yang tahu?
Disini bukan aku mahu menunding jari menyalahkan En itu atau Pn ini, tapi aku “memprotes” protes bodoh yang dilakukan oleh mereka2 yang tertinggal otak mereka dirumah.

Maaf kalau ada yang tersinggung tapi fikirkan lah. Keganasan tidak membawa kita kemana. Fikirkan lah. It’s just shows your stupidity, ignorance and egoistic. And its shows you “it’s okay to protest violently”..kalau orang lain protes bagaimana? Anda tentu marah & bingit kalau ade puak lain yang memprotes..sejujurnya..pikirkan lah..

I’m anti violence, anti corruption, anti protest, anti politics, anti menyusahkan orang ramai.

JW Marriot Bombing

17 July 2009

Last Friday I was shocked that JW MARRIOT was struck again by a series of suicide bombing in Indonesia. I was quite late writing this blog because of recording stuff and such. So I have to pending my writing and continue today (Sunday). Back to the story, this was the second time the same hotel is being boom. Killing a few innocent people and put a terror amongst the people of Indonesian and those who stay there. The Republic suspect the JI (Jemaah Islamiah) who behind this entire massacre. Since the first attack on JW Marriot Jakarta, all of the JW MARRIOT Hotels groups are put in to the ‘yellow zone’ level which they have to be aware and be extra careful of all the possibility of terrorist attacks and any possible event that can endangered the people that involve with JW MARRIOT. In Kuala Lumpur also, Renaissance and Ritz Carlton (JW MARRIOT Group) are seriously take precaution measure just in case if any threats on any of the hotels.

Has everyone can see, this booming have give much worried and scared to most of the people, not in just Indonesia itself but also all around the world.

I couldn’t understand why this so-call-Islam-Fighter is willing to kill innocent people. Jihad? I don’t think Islam promote jihad in such ways; suicide bombing killing innocent people, blowing up crowded places. This is not jihad, this is Bullshit!

Why on earth do they want to bomb a place and kills innocent people? Are they scared of facing each other and fight in a proper way?
These stupid suicide bombers are so stupid that they didn’t realize that they have made Islam a “terrorist religion” or a “religion that support killing spree”! This somehow reflects the whole image of Islam and make the world sees Islam in a negative perspective. Now everyone is scared of Muslims.

Then this problem will arise, PREJUDICE and HATRED among the Islam people. These event that somehow related to Islam gives bad impact to the world especially Muslims. There you go, family of Muslim cannot fly on an airplane, Muslim cant run a business on and American soil, Muslim get insult, Muslim this and Muslim that; just because of some stupid idiotic people thinks that suicide bombing is a good way to show Jihad to God.

I’m a Muslim also and I have received education about Islam since I was 9yeras old. I’m 21 now and I haven’t heard or know that Islam promote suicide bombing or killing innocent people.

This bombing spree is not only happen in Indonesia but also in the UAE soil. What I see on the TV, bombing each other doesn’t resolve any problem. In fact they have let a bunch of people lives in sorrow and pain. Kills the one they love, destroy their houses, and take away their peaceful days.

Gosh this bombing madness has to stop.

Hey U suicide bombers! You are dead wrong and you’re such a freaking coward! Stop Bombing and stop killing!

13th July 2009 - It’s my Birthday!

Ha-ha my 21st birthday was quite cool for me. Although I didn’t go and have a party what so ever, I really had a good time with my friends. The first wish I got as early as 11th July!

A friend of mine, bob, wishes me quite early because he told me he would be busy for the next few weeks so he wish me quite early..But thanks anyway!
Next on the eve of 12th July, my lil sis wish me thru the sms...it’s quite simple with a mix of rojak punye bahasa, quite funny when I first read it! Siap pesan lagi, “Jgn gelak2 bile baca nih”...ahaha! It’s simple but nice...Kinda brighten up my birthday!

So the clocks ticking, its shows around 10 min before midnight, I thought okay maybe no one would wish me...but I’m totally wrong! 5 minutes before midnight, my phone was flooded with sms and mms!! Wth! Haha! I feel quite surprise at the moment. And feel quite busy! Yah I have to reply “thanks” to those who wish me...thnaks! =)
I turn on the pc and there it goes again, ym, and comment…huhu there’s quite a lot that I have to say thank but it’s okay…my 21st birthday is a busy day! ;)
Then the wish thing goes on and on and on till the next day! From text messaging, mms, and ym..I’m quite happy cuz I know there’s some people who still remember my birthday!

BUT there’s more to it actually, a friend from uitm Sarawak, call me and gave me a happy birthday song through the phone! Haha it’s a choir of some girly roommates who sings happy birthday to me! Quite funny but thanks girls! I really do appreciate that! And oh! A friend from Uitm segamat also turns to sing for me! This time around, it seems that uitm segamat punye choir lagi ramai compare to uitm Sarawak punye choir...Haha! Siap ade 3 bahasa lagi! Malay, English and Chinese…tp I tau Chinese tu msti entam nye..Haha! But anyhow I really do like both oh em!!!

Thanks lot girls! Special punye Choir! Haha!

Haha what a wonderful day I had yesterday...and It was quite awesome! No cakes no party what so ever but I sure do have fun thanks to my friends!!

But honestly I’m slightly feels a lil bit disappointed because some person that I expect to wish me didn’t do so. But it’s okay...Maybe they are too busy for me... =|

Anyway, I would gladly say thanks to those who wish me, sing for me, and also those who “tease” me with “baling tepung & telur jap lagi”...haha naseb baek xde..Thanks anyway guys! And the girls too!

Happi 21th Birthday to Umar Asyraf Azahan =)

Dak kecik kate aku kerepot? Haha maseh bergetah lg lah dak kecik!

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"oh sayangku.."

As I lay still thinking what should I do, some thing came through my mind…although its not that important ke pe…tp bile otak ni da berjalan…it will kept running…

What made me think was, adakah org sayang sesuatu sebab mereka betul2 sayang atau mereka susah nak dapat pengganti sbb tu mereka sayang sesuatu benda tu? Mcm takut kehilangan benda tu lah…maybe benda yang paling terbaik dalam hidup die…dats why die sayang?

Take this for instance, aku bagi contoh diri aku terus, pasal motor skuter kekuning2kuningan aku tuh…sebagai contoh…
Aku sayang sangat motor aku tuh…tp adakah sayang aku sebab that’s the only scooter that I have and aku tak akan dapat pengganti lain..dlm erti kata ini, motor yg baru yg lebih baik?

Itu membuatkan aku befikir tentang perkara2 lain…macam masalah orang lain..,aku hanya terfikir bkn mahu menyibok hal orang…
Adakah seseorg itu sayang sesuatu benda tu sebab die betul2 sayang atau sebalik nya?
Kalau sebalik nya, aku rasa sayang itu tak seikhlas hati lah..
Bermakna kalau seseorang tu da dapat pengganti sesuatu yang mereka sayang itu, mereka akan tinggal kan benda yang lama dan ‘sayang’ benda yang baru..

Sayang ini boleh membabitkan pelbagai benda ya…individu, barang,..mcm2..
So i tend to think that you should appreciate what u have and somehow you akan sayang sesuatu benda tu dengan ikhlas…dan tak akan me-reject-nye kalau suda dapat yang baru…

Ini bkn la masalah Negara yang harus dirisau kan..Cuma hanya pandangan aku yang ingin dikongsi dan ingin diajak berkifir sama…

-Jangan bodoh sombong-