Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Keputusan. Sebab itu ada Kiri Dan Kanan. Atas Dan Bawah.

Dalam Hidup,

Ada rasa gembira, sedih, kecewa dan pelbagai rasa yang kadang kala kita pun susah nak cakap atau gambar kan sebab kita saja yang mengalami RASA itu sendiri. DAN, aku juga tak lari dari pelbagai rasa, sesal, duka, lara gembira segala. Tapi apa yang aku pikirkan, sesal paling susah nak hilang dari apa yang kita pikirkan. SESAL, yeah, banyak sesalan yang aku alami selama 23 tahun aku lahir dalam idup ini.

Dan aku tidak bercerita sesal tentang cinta, tapi banyak kearah kehidupan. Aku banyak sesal akan apa yang telah aku buat, pilih, atau abaikan dalam hidup. Kenapa perlu sesal? Aku rasa kita hanya manusia yang kadang2 salah buat pertuturan dalam kehidupan seharian. Hanya dengan satu pilihan, pilihan salah; aku banyak menyesal dalam hidup. Dan sesalan ini akan berlanjutan hingga ke nafas terakhir.

Aku terfikir mcm mana nak lari dari sesalan. Hah, memang takda jalan untuk lari dari sesalan. Sebab aku fikir yang kita hanya manusia biasa fakir dan tak lari dari membuat keputusan. Antara A & B, aku memilih A. Dan kalau A bukan lagi pilihan, aku akan menyesal kerna tidak memilih B; vice versa. Tapi aku tidak berbicara hal ini tentang cinta; tapi banyak kepada pilihan dalam kehidupan. Kenapa aku pilih berhenti kenapa aku tak pilih teruskan, kenapa aku pilih ini dan bukan yang itu, kenapa aku pilih kiri dan bukan yang kanan, kenapa aku pilih disini dan bukan berada disana.

Tapi keputusan berkait rapat dengan situasi atau keadaan. Ia bersandarkan keadaan kita memilih ntuk memilih yang itu dan bukan dengan yang ini. Keadaan @ situasi memainkan peranan dalam membuat keputusan. dan keputusan tidak mengira tentang keadaan yang kita alami. Keadaan pula kita tak boleh pilih dalam memilih keputusan. haishh.

Keputusan! Its common. And common isn’t a good thing. Decision oh Decision. Doh-oh. ~_~


-mood sekarang: aku nyesal berhenti degree haritu. sekarang kawan2 degree tengah sibuk nak konvo. aku duk tgk je lah. oh menyesal! -

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Pasai Muto, Idelogi, dan PerUtuhan.

Haih lately isu ni timbul. Hang pki moto laju hang kena bawak moto laju2. Hang pki kapcai hang xboleh join dengan skuter, hang ada moto scrambler hang bole simpan ka bakar ka kalau angpa tak join aku main trek/MX.

Kawan, Kita pakai moto ni bermcm tujuan, bermacam alasan dan bermcm minat/sebab. Ada antara kita yg pki moto untuk berkerja, untuk santai, atau untuk hobi seperti Track Day. Jadi tak semestinya kita pakai moto tu untuk jenis moto tu.
Maksuku disini, pakai superbike; kena bwk laju gila babi. Atas tarmac jalan atau trek, kena bwk laju2. Kalau tak laju baik TAK payah pakai superbike. Ideologi (atau erti kata lain: permikiran) perlu ditala semula. Tak semestinya pki moto besa kena laju2. Kadang2 org beli moto ni hanya untuk pleasure of riding. Pleasure (KEPUASAN). Kepuasan. Tak semestinye kita bwk laju kita puas, cukup sekadar 100kmh kita buleh nikmati rasa superbike itu sendiri.

Sama seperti motocross. Tak semestinya kita beli moto scrambler ni kita kena jadi macam travis atau brian deagan dlm fmx atau local rider Gambit untuk Motarding. Mcm aku, aku beli sbb aku minat dengan motor ni. Tak semestinya aku minat, aku kena main terbang2 lompat2 mcm mereka. Cukup sekadar ada moto tu dan enjoy dgn moto tu. Enjoy mcm mana? Ride, atau trackday (kalau mampu) ataupun modify kasi cun. Itu kepuasan bagi aku. Mungkin, bagi org lain, kepuasan melompat mungkin sala 1 nye. Jadi tujuan org pakai moto ni pelbagai.

Cume hormat je la dengan tujuan/pilihan orang lain. DAN, kita sesama Islam dah porak peranda kat asia barat nun. Orang barat duk gelak kan kita ja. Kita dekat mesia ni jgn lah pecah belah dek kerana berlainan minat atau pendapat. Sama2 main motor sama2 mai lepak sama2 mai respect sama2 rider. Apa susah sangat ke nak hormat orang? Ingat kau da aku sama saja tiada beza kelak kau dan aku duduk dalam lubang 7 kaki dalam jugak. Kau bukan terapung dilangit ke tujuh. Sama2 lah. Bukak minda bukak hati Tanya sama diri. Kenapa perlu RACIST sangat antara rider kita sendiri.Stigma yang aku cakap tadi, Ubah lah. Biar tak tinggi blaja tspi jangan tak pandai pakai otak. Akai ada Allah bagi. Pakai lah kan.

Udahlah. Ponat den bebel. Kalau anda rider macam saya, Mai Bersatu Bukan Berpecah.
Salam 1Malaysia 1Scram 1Negara 1Bangsa. Assalammualaikum.




babe gue!

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Oh Hi Rudeness! Where's your Enemy, Politness?

Today, i faced a very stupid situation where a foreign guard raised his voice to warning me FOR THE FIRST TIME regarding my "noisy bike" that might interrupt the soundness and serenity of this stupid fucking place. SO i write a complaint to the AJK in this fucking place. This is what i wrote:



Hello to you.

Is this a "PingPong Chimp-Paka" (note: i had to rearrange the name due to some circumstances) AJK FB? Well I believe someone who created this fb is one of them. I would like to address my disappointment and disbelieve to you. But first let me introduce myself, im Ashraf living block D and I have just moved here 10th of june 2011. I moved here for a business nature between me and some organization.

So back to the point, Today, on 2:57 PM 6/28/2011, I have been stop for the FIRST TIME at the entrance near the LRT Cempaka Station. The Guard stops me and with no sense of politeness or respect talk to me in a raising voice saying that don’t ramp my bike and my bike is too noisy and I might disturb the neighborhood. I don’t remember ramping my bike like I’m so stupid enough to think that IT’S OK TO RAMP IN HERE.

Seriously I don’t ramp my bike in here because I’m not that dumb enough to do so. I do understand living in this kind of house requires silent and serenity as I’m also live in a Town House concept in a Johor Bahru town. So I do know how to stand up or kneel down where ever in. But what very disappointed me was, the one guard that is lack of politeness, disrespect, and no sense of gratitude working here. IF HE tend to warning me politely about my noisy bike and about the ramping thing (which I didn’t do intentionally) I would never said this or thought of this. But the way he raise his voice, and sounded like mad at me was very unacceptable for me.

Today is my first time been stop like this. IF la I have been stop like a few time and I still make noise that I understand. But this? Cant they be polite enough to serve here? Haiya. I know I just rent here, BUT I DO PAY. I didn’t stay here for free.


please la take note, if he tend to speak like that to other visitor? i think u got that picture how people will judge your place.



FCKK YOU PAKGUARD! FCKK U RUDENESS! FCKK U WHERE'S UR RESPECT!!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Walking the Faded Lines.

Whoa oh! Gosh at first I knew it I, that first word came across me, and it reminded me of paramour song, whoa! Huhu well im a bit surprise for today, with the balls, the life in kl, bout this and about that and im like what the hell? Is this Sunday or a surpriseday? Haha

Anyway I felt a bit of something since yesterday, and if someone thought that I might be talking bout u, na’ah it aint bout u. I felt as if I had made a mistake, and honest mistake, and I had made a lot of wrong moves. But who am I to know that I will make a wrong decision before? Its just too hard to expect everything to be nice and sweet and such. Its hard. And that made me swallow everything whether is bitter or sweet or its just plain no taste.

Ahh.. what the hell.. hidup ini sabar je lah perlu.. oh and pasrah jua.. kalau tak.. u wouldn’t be a human if u cant be that way… awwww…

Thursday, June 9, 2011

A Rough Months :(

its been awhile since the last time i post anything at my blog. ive been pretty much busy, going back home late from work, with my life been up and downs like a turntable spinnin around. gosh what a test Allah had gave to me. But i do thank you Allah for the sweetness in the bitterness in life. well now im in kl after quitting my job as a kuli batak in mcdonalds. yeah kuli batak..its been like hell for me there. now i drove my ass back to kl, trying to build up my career here, start a band again, and continue my passion on bikes. whoa, i just need some one to talk to. i cant swallow this alone. i might smile on the outside, but the pain that UA is suffering right now, hurts and kills so much. what more can i do, what more can have, what more can i work on to feel that my life is completed. haih dugaanya.. oh ya Allah give strenght to me please.. oh Faith please stay with me.. oh Luck dont run away from me.. ;(

to my family at home and my bikers family, imysm ,,,,,

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year Peeps!

well happy new year to UA and to you. i just hope that this fairy year will bring much more happier things in my life. 2010 wasn't that bad but i wish to have more better life and much better person to fall in love with. Love? yeah love, the thing that UA hard to find, true love. Besides that, i wish to be more happier than before. Happier than 2010. and I'm planning some few things like traveling to some place and do some ridiculous things in 2011. Well yeah ridiculous things to me gives some two bits of colour in my life.


and i'm thinking to start the "New Decade" in KL. Hope everything goes find for me ya Allah. Amin.



:)



would it be nice if my dad buy me this car? Inspira oh Inspira.. ;)

Friday, October 15, 2010

I'm Lucky in some ways? :)

at first i thought, after seeing Despised Icon live in Singapore in another 2 weeks, im like, how the heck i've missed this!
then i thought ok la tak dapat pegi tak pa lah. but after browsing the net, i saw, JUNK post this,

"Junk Alright! For one of three pairs of Despised Icon live in Singapore tix, tell us why we should pick you to be one of only 200 people to see Despised Icon's first and last show in Singapore! We'll be giving out another 2 pairs of tix over the week, so don't despair if you don't win this one!" (post: 166762836669945)

then somehow, i just want to try my luck i guess by sending this to them,

"pick me man! ahh despised icon had always be my inspiration in makin my own lyric and my music with my band mates! first song that make me fall in love with them is " The Sun Will Never Charm Us", just looking at the title for the first time makes me (or any1 for sure!)would want to listen to the whole song! i mean all the deathcore fans for sure.. :)
oh yeah and the full cap, it sure inspired me to wear exactly the same! haha just look at my default picture.. used to wear trucker caps, and aftre seing them, ah fullcap was my no1 choice! (im a cap freak!). they have inspired me alots through out the years and, to see them playing live in front of my naked eyes, whoa! that was for sure such an overwhelming experience for me! yah i hope to see them live, since this is their last moment as a band.. so sad man.. :("

THEN! the day after, i check my facebook notification saying that JUNK had comment on their wall.. i didnt expect anything till i saw them, posted these words:

"Junk Marlon Ingle makes a good argument for the tix, but we're super impressed with Monzieur Umar Ashraff's devoted fandom of the band! Congrats Monzieur, you're our first winner! There are another two pairs to be given away, watch out for the announcements!"

and im like, HELL YEAH! IM GOIN TO SEE DESPISED ICON FINALLY!

darn im so freakin out and so happy for this! :)




http://www.facebook.com/junkonline/posts/166762836669945